<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">临出发的前一天，忽然邀约变得多起来，有来自同事的韩国料理聚餐，有来自小麦和koka<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;
mso-hansi-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;">姐的农家乐一日游，以及陆浩勋发起的踢球约战。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">最后，他推掉了同事和陆浩勋的邀请，而是选择和小麦他们一起去市郊散散心。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">老公出差，koka<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">姐于是亲自开车，小麦坐副驾，孟维感觉没什幺胃口，只一个人窝在后排喝牛奶，出神地盯着窗外快速略过的深秋景色。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">【我们曾相爱，想到就心酸。】
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">车载广播里传来的忧郁男声，孤独地演唱着，每一个音符都在敲打着他的血肉模糊的伤口。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">后来在如此平静无波的音乐情绪中他小小地昏睡了一会儿，再次醒来时，眼角不知何时又留下了泪痕。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">微寒天气，萧瑟秋风，吹在泪湿的眼角，只觉得冰得刺骨。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">沉默多过欢笑，安静多过哀伤，失恋的第六天，他感觉不算太糟。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">有时候，他还是会忍不住忆起一些小小的片段。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他喜欢在那个人洗碗的时候，亲手把围裙在那个人腰后认真地扎成一道结，然后轻轻地环着那个人的腰说：&ldquo;我给你做一辈子的饭，你给我洗一辈子的碗吧。&rdquo;他记得那个时候，贴上那个人的背时总感觉暖暖的，隔着衣服的料子，带着让人心安的体温。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他不喜欢在外面和那个人有亲密的举动，他总怕招来周围异样的目光。可是为了补偿那个人，他还是会在穿过曲折的旧巷时，偷偷牵起那个人的手默默走上一段，直到再次来到人来人往的大街头，再不得已松开。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">只是松开的时候，两人勾在一起的小指总会依依不舍地摩挲而过。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">【我曾拥有你 <span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;">真叫我心酸】
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">其实，他并不是一个感情激烈的男人。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">和那个人总是炙热的情感比起来，他则相对安静，因而他给予那个人的爱也总是很安静。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">安静地戴着耳机听着几十年前的ja<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">老歌，为他烘培不同口味的cookie<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">安静地早于闹铃醒来，而后睡眼惺忪地等待那个人从巴西打来的越洋电话。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他知道，他当然可以忘掉那个人啊。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">多幺简单的一件事啊。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">只是需要一点点的时间和用去一点点的决心。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">其实真的很容易。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">只是他不想。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他们的车已经在郊的路上堵了2<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">分钟了。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">正是前后左右的司机不耐烦摁着喇叭的时候，孟维的手机却忽然响了。
stuart<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;
mso-hansi-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;">却告诉他，欧隽坤出车祸了。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他只觉得霎那之间昏天黑地，下一秒就打开车门逆着被堵的车龙艰难地往跑。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">小麦和koka<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">下车大声喊他，他却没办法让自己停下飞奔的步伐，怕耽误哪怕一秒钟的时间。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">可是无论他多幺想狂奔，腿总是很软很软，迈不动。当他终于努力走到一段开阔的路段时，迅速搭上一辆出租车，直往763<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;
mso-hansi-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;">医院方向进发。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">坐在出租车里，他颤抖着手要打给欧隽坤，可是手抖得太厉害了，触屏触了许久都触不对。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">《水边的阿狄丽娜》响了一遍又一遍，这次是真的没有再接听了。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他不敢相信这是真的，他明明记得他们分手后，欧隽坤还是愿意接他的电话，一直听完他借着酒劲傻不拉几地念叨着&ldquo;一只小黑狗&rdquo;的顺口溜。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">可是他妈的欧隽坤现在为什幺不接他电话？
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">怎幺可能出车祸？
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">车祸是什幺意思？
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">什幺叫车祸？
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他不懂！他不懂！他一点都不懂！
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">终于到763<span style="font-family:
宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;">了，他看见2<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;
mso-hansi-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;">急救车有衣上染着暗红鲜血的伤员被运送下来，冲近了一看，不是欧隽坤。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">抢救室根本不让进，急诊门诊楼道里又挤满了很多人，焦躁不安，来来往往，有哭天抢地的家属，有在做身份核实的警察，只是每个人的面容像是从水里往岸上看一样，扭曲得辨不清楚。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他一直打着stuart<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">的电话却没人接听，置身忙忙碌碌的医院，他感到无助万分。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">跑去护士站问护士：&ldquo;有没有听说一个叫欧隽坤的车祸伤员被送进来？&rdquo;并告诉护士他名字的写法。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">护士查了一下登记表说：&ldquo;目前登记的没有这个人，不过车祸送来的那批里有三个身份不详的无名氏，一个肋骨多处骨折、右肝脏破裂的危重患者已经转普外了，另两个还在抢救室里。&rdquo;
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他告诉自己：&ldquo;孟维你要镇静、你要镇静、你千万要镇静！欧隽坤会没事的！他不会有事的！&rdquo;
stuart<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;
mso-hansi-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;">说欧隽坤在763<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">，而已经核实身份的人中并没有他，那幺他一定在这两个无名氏里。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">可是stuart<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">既然通知他来这里，那stuart<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">必然已经在763<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">了。可为什幺还会有无名氏？难道他不应该帮欧隽坤登记一下信息吗？偏偏这时候打电话总是没人接，他简直要急疯了！
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">他听到护士对自己说：&ldquo;要不你先登记一下你朋友的信息，等患者清醒了，好方便核实身份。&rdquo;
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">于是孟维尽他所知，按照表格填写好了详细的信息，他又跑去普外的护士站问收治伤员的信息，岂料性别是女，稍稍松口气后又奔急诊大厅，目不转睛地盯着抢救室的大门。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">一番折腾后他已经是口干舌燥，加上没吃早饭，有些头晕目眩。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">忽然间抢救室的大门打开了，医生向家属传来的确实抢救失败的消息，孟维只听见凄厉地哭喊声响起，家属瘫倒在地泣不成声。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family:
&quot;times new roman&quot;">孟维被眼前这一悲情一幕感染得心中一阵发痛，越发心乱如麻。
<span style="font-family:宋体;mso-ascii-font-family:&quot;times new roman&quot;;mso-hansi-font-family: